See what I mean? You never stated you were the "owner" but a mere "10 years receptionist and part-time waiter" to receive pity from your followers. And what's that "Be careful with your father's car...."? typical stereotyped Italian gangster behavior. I live with my own money BTW, so I don't have to live in Milan from my mother's money a lot after.
People who do good deeds aren't around looking for pats on the back, they simply do the better to feel good with themselves. Given how you fall purposely in front of everyone waiting to be picked up, it's obvious you aren't one of them.
And what makes you think you're important enough for others to be happy about whatever happens to you? You're just another anonymous person through the Internet after all. Stop being a drama queen and man up, you're 41 years old. You shouldn't care for whatever unknown persons tell you, unless of course those are the only access to friends you have.
The only reason I'm replying is because you brought the topic again, after this you won't see me remembering you or feeling bliss from someone's disgrace far away. Unlike you who apparently has no better thing to do than to keep remorse and resent for whatever unknown person you don't know tells you.