> or if there even is one. how do you rationalize and live your life with whatever > you've accepted lies after death? have you decided? > > i've got a long post/reply here with more details, but i kinda wanted to get the ball > rolling. long story short, i've always kinda just assumed (on the backburner) the > basic concept of a christian afterlife so i could live without having to think about > it; but more and more lately, i've been toying with the concept of just absolute > oblivion and it's keeping me up nights.
Same, mostly. The idea that you end...and that's it is actually a bit of a relief to me when I think about it, knowing that I won't have to answer for the misdeeds of my life.
Not that I feel it gives me carte blanche to be a total prick to everyone. I still try to be the best person I can be.