> With comments like
>
> "I'm not above vandalism to get what I want, you know, I suggest Micko and OG just do
> as I ask"
>
> on bannister.org
>
> I'm more inclined to think you're the only one looking to go Game of Thrones on
> everyone.
Why, because neither Micko nor OG would acquiesce to remove my Github access and my mailing list access? At least I was able to take care of the former by manually leaving the organization, I'm still not quite sure how to do the latter on my own.
> Not sure what you think I'm trying to achieve anyway. For the first time in a long
> time I'm happy with where the project is, believe it to be in good hands, and feel it
> the right time to focus on who I am as a person rather than MAME.
>
> MAME has been a good place to hide from my problems, it gave me the ability to kill
> off the real me who I didn't know how to deal with when I was a teenager and focus on
> goals where who I was didn't really matter at all. That doesn't really fix anything
> tho, so yeah, as I've said in my statement, I need to shift my focus back to me, put
> myself and my needs first for the first time in almost 2 decades, can't hide forever
> even if I still don't know how I'm going to deal with some things.
And good for you, you deserve your time off. Meanwhile I can't start not thinking about the project until I stop getting fucking mailing list e-mails, so it's this giant albatross around my neck right now adding more stress to my already overly-stressed life, and I resent the fact that your transition away has gone smoothly whereas I have what look like devs trying to staple me back onto the project despite (initially) rather reasonable requests to just let me leave.
Just look at half the posts on these forums, people don't want me on the project, if anything I'm giving people what they want. In a few weeks once I get the necessary supplies to walk into the sunset, I'll finally be fully done with everything.
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