With what I'm writing in my side LibreOffice window (The Looney Bin is helping me also break through my depression and find my own voice) to the people who just screwed me over. I feel like that agent for change, that initial spark to get that catalytic reaction goin'.
Though, since I can write business communication like no one else without resorting to the four-letter purple-headed F-word, I have my writing and photography skills. That and I've been able to hone my research skills both here and using my local tools.
I have to show up on the grounds to turn in my badge. I will be turning in my writings as well documenting my observations and naming names and preparing for the next phase. My weapons are the written word and my own eyes: Both human and digital. I will make it a point to see all and show all during that brief period of time.
Later it may entail a visit to 4chan. I'm keeping my options open for Full Informed Consent and disclosure when all internal options have failed.
I'm gonna have some fun! ;-)
Again, with much I have read here and let off I feel better. I thank you all. This place is like the ol' Dead Leeeeeech Society BBS & Mortuary back in Columbus, Ohio that I frequented in the early '90s but with a tad bit more raw nerve.
I dig that candor. This helped me work through a problem I've had for some time with the revelation that people want me dead for that's the ultimate act of silence. I'm not giving them that satisfaction of me literally hanging at the end of my rope. I have a reason to live now. I need to let others know!
Thank you all, participants and lurkers who read my words, for helping me find my voice. I mean that with full sincerity and gratitude. I love you all platonically. You all may have saved my life. :-)
Enough sappy stuff. Back to that Macho Salad! LOL!
--Bekki
Combating functional illiteracy with latex-clad drama since the '80s, because old video games rule!
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